Friday, July 27, 2007

I want my life back

....i have worked since I was 17 and don't have a thing to show for it....was in a bad marriage and left with lot of credit card debts and high mortgage...lost everything ....i am too old to start over and don't have backbone to do anything about it..

I get up go to work and come home to empty house.( house that is not even mine its rented)...my only child is grown and made a life for herself...she is happy

sometimes i think no one would miss me ...if they gave out awards for self pity...I would win first prize///doctors thinks pills are the answer ...I don't think so

I long to have a house in the country with a big wrap around porch ...some land so that I can have dogs and cats ( I love animals) and maybe a garden

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